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[cherriesmum]

Holy cow, it's 2:00 in the morning..I knew Feb 14th would be a real bummer. I actually have Petheads urn tucked on a pillow next to me..how crazy is that..I am really missing him tonight..this was always our favorite holiday. I can't believe it will be 6 months since he passed away on the 19th of Sept. Polly, my cat, old faithful is sitting on the foot of the bed just staring at me as if to say "I'm here for you" cats are like that you know...she also could bite the crap out of me at any minute too..because cats are like that you know. Days are ok but nights are really bad...pray that the pain will ease off soon. Sometimes I really feel on the edge. This is just a rambling post cause I can't sleep...I luv you guys...mum [img]graemlins/broken_heart.gif[/img]

[cherrysis]

Mummy,
I always have a tough time on Valentines day now...
It was 4 years ago today that a liver became available for DJ. We were all so over the moon and grateful that he was getting a second chance. 3 hours into the surgery, the Dr. came out and said he was full of cancer and were closing him back up...
It does hurt so much and I want you to know
HOW VERY MUCH YOU ARE LOVED!!!
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AND BILL ADORED YOU!!! [img]graemlins/kiss.gif[/img]

[Forbidden Passions]

*hugs mum and sis and sheds some tears*

[cherriesmum]

WAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!*grabbing gallon of ice cream*